Author Archives: Eyadilco

21st Century Literature From The Philippines and The World Activity 2: Blog

After I was born in this world my biological father had already an affair, that resulted to broken family, I was in the middle of knowhere that I didn’t know where to go because my mom was working so far that my grandparents stood by me, I didn’t had any chance to have or experience a complete family, I did everything I could to seek for their attentions I work hard, I was recognize by my teachers and others but the one that I wanted was never there for me only just to hold their hands together while mesmerizing that moment, but days goes by I didn’t had any chance to make up with them and I tell mysey I’m I not enough ?? , Those feelings of loneliness, depressions and family longing until now it’s never been easy, I don’t know who’s to blame is it a mistake that I was born? Or it’s only me that I cant reach out to them? I can’t think straight anxiety attack me all night and keep telling myself its gonna be fine, no one could understand me because I you don’t know how it felt to be alone in the beginning, but even though I had that past I was thankful to realize how strong I am to not gave up, push forward, until now I didn’t realize how far I’ve got today, every battle I fought alone taught me how to forgive and learned how to grow, I cant redo the past but still they are my parents I love them despite of what they did forgiveness is the key to acceptance which leads to freedom.

CHEATING IS NOT TEMPATION , IT’S A CHOICE